Mutated Swan

A baby swan should be furry like these, a cygnet. But in my dream, it was the skin of snake and the the shape of a leaflet...

It was a beautiful as well as a scary dream. The happiest part was at the church. The church is my home, my paradise...

Which part is first, which part is last, the sequence might not be correct, but I remembered...

Ricsson, Clara, my mother, big brother and me were in a lift, but this lift is very usual. It is an open lift, with no 'roof'. If you stand up, you can see the surrounding scenery. It was at a very high level, don't know how many floor of a building we were at. Once we were in the lift, the lift started to go down. It was so scary. I asked the children to lie down. The lift was so special, instead of moving up and down, it was moving to another building, from left to right, and it was moving so fast.

Soon we reached the other part of the building. We came to a place (a church compound, which I did not know, but only know later...). At this place, there were pillars, and open space like corridors. Malays were selling things. I thought they were free, but they were selling Mentos dipped in flour, a kind of special flour. It looked nice. They made it in the form of a flower shaped as well as two other kinds. They wanted me to buy, but I said I wanted to try first, and they said there's no trying. So I did not buy anything from them. The place were quite crowded. Prior to this, I was given a handful of Mentos by someone, and I had to eat them (which I don't really like, I don't like sweet food).

My big brother, mother, and children were there, but I was too engrossed. I slowly drifted away from the place, walking forward towards the right of the place there. Suddenly I heard the bell chimed. And I saw in front of me were three priest (if the number is correct, should be correct) wearing purple, with altar boys (left and right, holding the incense container). As soon as the bell chimed, they walked into the church from where I was standing, and watching. They were about one metre or so away from me only. I looked on my left, the big church in front of the priests, which they were walking inside to. The beautiful hymns started, it was so nice, so soothing. I was so filled with wonder and amazement. I took out my camera, and I cannot help but keep taking photos. The church was filled with people, mostly purple, and another instance, seems like 'soldiers' wearing the kind of red hat (the hairy velvety hat -- the kind of soldiers I like).

I shifted as I took the picture, shifted more and more to the left. The appearance of the church is like those roman ones, what they called "Basilica", and also something like St Joseph Church (the open space type). As I shifted to the left, at the edge of the building was some ladies, black and brown. I was still taking pictures when something was flying in front of me. I looked through the camera lens, and so surprised and filled with awe with the appearance of a big bat, a brownish bat, special with dots and patterns on its body.

The bat was flapping in front of me. The people were all amazed. But I was so happy to see it. Suddenly my slippers dropped. I had to go down the edge to get it back. But the bat was there, and I had to be careful not to let it attacked me. I went down, and so surprised that the ground was soft sticky sand, with greenish seaweed at some parts. My feet was 'stained' with sand. But still, I have to take back my slippers. I took it back, and back at the corridor where the ladies were all standing. One of them said, "The bat wants to harm you". I don't know. Just then, the rest of the people on my right was rushing me, and I had to hurry off. I turned around and ran off to the right where my family was waiting.

I heard noise from the ladies, asking me to go back, seem like something had happened. Feeling bad, don't know what it was, I returned in a hurried manner. They told me, "how can you leave in this manner" What they mean was, I need to queue up to leave the place. But I cannot be bothered so much, everyone was waiting for me at the other side. I ran off.

Soon, I was at a mess of 'construction site', I need to climb out of the 'mess', with raffian rope there. It was the carpark I was going to, which the rest of the people were waiting for me.

A very long dream. Now, I was at a building again. This time, I was at the fourth floor of a building. I was not sure where the library was. I went down to the third floor. There were security guard there. They told me something -- That is not the library. I went back to the fourth floor. Very strange dream, and scary here, very weird also.

I cannot remember which floor has what and which floor I went first and later already. It was running up and down between the third and the fourth floor, about twice or thrice. First, the not so scary part first. At one of the floor, I saw three arcade or children playrooms. One was a dinasour playroom, with all the children playing dinasours -- various types of games, all for babies or toddlers. Outside this dinasour playroom, many children were playing 'exercise' game, I must walk carefully so that they would not hit me.

It was the wrong place I went definitely, and I need to get out. Now, came the scary part. My mouth was full of food, eating chestnut. The security guard saw me. I thought she did not see, but I was asked to stop while walking halfway through the building, going to the lower floor of the building. She told me to spit out everything that was in my mouth. I went to the rubbish bin. Open the lid and I saw some more chestnut in it -- threw away by people. There was also a pink 'Ikea' bowl in it. I spit everything out but left one 'wet' chestnut in my hand.

Hoping that the security guard would not see the chestnut in my hand, I walked towards the stairs finally safe. I was about to walk down the stairs when a old woman was talking to her niece or grandchild. Just as they were talking, the 'eggs' dropped on the floor, and I saw on the floor were many 'weird' 'little swan', which I called or they told me was '小鹅'. It was so scary. The little swan was not swan at all. The skin were those of snakes, with yellowish and browish and black scaly skin, no feathers at all, and no furs at all. The head was like those of the snake also, and they were 'leaf' like, and have legs, two legs, all walking on the stairs (about three to four or five ) It was so scary that I don't want to see...

I was again in another building, this time, containing students. I was running from one room to another, climbing stairs as well. I was wearing a red shirt, and a pair of jeans. It happened to be in one of the room, I was climbing stairs when some guys claimed to say that my underwear is white. Next they asked me what is the colour of my bra.....

Next, I was suddenly inside a building, a rectangular building, with all four walls. It was a very tall building. I was perhaps at the 18th floor, and many people were walking down -- slope at the side of the walls, all leading down. The centre of the building was hollow. If you look down, you might fall. It was so scary. I asked the people around me, who were China girls, and they told me that one of the Maple Story person died mysteriously. I think the name was something like 'Betty' or some others, but it was very scary. I wanted to leave the place. I asked them if there is any way out. And they told me on the right was a shop, and can try. So the fat guy, with bald head opened the side of the partition wall (happened to be on my right). It was a stationery shop. I asked if I can go in. But he refused. The stationery shop was very bright, with yellowish-orange light. The building here was dark, no light, but scary, with people all queuing up to go down. It was a checking in process.

Some kind of checks were going on. The slope were laid with planks. I am so afraid of the heights and so afraid to fall down. While queuing, one chinese woman, China woman, gave me some purple stickers. She sticked them on my right ear, passing me those unused stickers also. Later, I realized that I might be framed, and I quickly told her to stop, and I quickly removed them, but I was so afraid I had some traces left, as I already saw a group of 'teachers', chinese guys and some women, standing at the side, getting ready to be checked. They questioned me -- have to pass some test. One tray after another, I have to tell them how many items were in the tray. Problems come when it was the last tray. I had not finished, and the guy was not very good. He asked the other 'teachers' for answer, and they shouted out the answer '14'. So now I know the answer, and it would be unfair....

Strange dream. Below the table, there was a cat, orange-brown, with strips, and its mouth was so fake, big and smiling with teeth. I stroked it, messaging its ears...