My Peace of Peace

This is no bullshit and this sort of things cannot bullshit. This is the holy deadly moth, the kind of dead people moth that I tell the children. Wow, it fly into my house while we were eating lunch just now. Amazing, so amazing. And Clara was showing me pictures of butterflies in a book in the morning just after she came back from school! It was a butterfly that was able to camouflage itself among the dead leaves, and I was fooled by it, not knowing it was a butterfly! And now it was really this moth that really look like those in the book.

Morning as usual, the birds were singing, the holy birds were still there at the void deck. The Teochew calls such birds 'Kar leng' and while walking on the road, there were butterflies, white and orange! And just now while cycling to 888 Plaza to buy Duck Rice, some more birds and amazing scene! It was another grass that I see that reminds me of my childhood, the special grass... no time to take a photograph of it, another time...

Last night went for St Anthony Church for Emmanuel Praise and Worship -- Fr Terence talk on Eucharist. I did not know what is the session going to be like since it was my first time, and Richard was not happy, unwilling to go. He said Fr Terence so free, blah blah blah...... well, well, well...... as I said, Education is very important in Singapore, and that is how future of Singapore would be like if we don't catch the children while they are young......

Don't mention about all the unhappiness now, but I would like to write about the fun and amazing stuff that excite me last night. It was such a amazing thing. I thought we were going to be late for the session. We hurried, and we walked from home to Woodlands Civic Centre and then to the church. On the way, we met a skinny cat with black stripes. No time to take photographs. It was skinny and it followed us. So funny and really awesome. Since it followed us, we decided to give him a name. "We" referred to Ricsson, Clara and me. He is normally the participating member only, and last night, he was nowhere to be seen, walking far ahead of us. He is always not interested in 'nature', anything about nature, be it cats or plants. Anyway, we named the skinny cat "Patusay". Patusay cat followed us, so funny. He was scared of crossing the drain (with drain cover on, the metal cover) -- something like last time Cebest. But after a while he was okay and he was not afraid anymore. He was running fast, trying to catch up with us. I asked him to 'Come' and so amazing, it did follow.

However, later as we were going to be late, we had to walk faster, and he stopped..... but I saw in front was another cat, PUMA CAT!!!! Puma cat was lying on the same position, on the right side of the pavement, awaiting me. I patted him -- very soft fur, and this time, he looked more huge, so fat and chubby. Wanted to spend more time and took a picture of it, but no time at all.

Ricsson told us to hurry and we ran. Upon arrival, we did not know where St Thomas room was, but later Ricsson said it might be downstairs and indeed he was right. We went to the toilet first before we went to the room. As we stepped into the room, it just started. It is arrival at the opportune time, the perfect timing. Awesome indeed!

My gift for the night was the song MY PEACE. Oh it is My Peace, really MY PEACE.......
Who would believe what I say, how do I tell people what I know and it is crazy to tell people what I know....... Even my husband said I was crazy, MAD.... but I tell you, I know exactly what happened and what had happened and I am not mad nor am I crazy. I am perfectly a normal person. And you know what he told me, "A person who is drunk will not say he is drunk!" Well, fine, and that is why God made me, and that is why I am here for, and this is a crazy world I tell you, a crazy world where there are so many crazy people around..... I will tell you more....

After the session, we went home. We walked upstairs, the stairs that lead up to the Priests' Rooms. Wah, amazing I tell you! At the moment we reached just outside Fr Cyril's office, Yang Yang, my favourite Church Dog came greeting! It was such a fast timing, everything happening so fast. I patted him and touched his nose. It was wet, just like Cebest's nose. As we walked a further steps more, Fr Vincent Chee opened his door and walked out of his room...

Richard, sitting at the stairs, saying hot weather, very hot..... Don't say about him, a pain in my heart.

We walked home.... My Peace, this is my comfort, a shoulder to lie on. Lamb of God.